Sadness hits hard. The realization that I cannot change my present circumstances brings me to a place of utter despair and isolation. My only consolation is to surrender to the hope that lies within me. The temporary happiness in this world dissolves into a faint memory, leaving me empty once again. The only escape is to worship God, which shifts my focus from self to the Divine. It is still a lonely place to be. It is a place of deeper faith, where no human can bring real comfort. It is my valley of the shadow of death. Sometimes it feels like insanity and other times it is a place of inner peace. It is the battle between the sin nature and the God Spirit that lives in me, yearning to be content no matter what lot has been given me.
I am holding on to my sound mind. I am protecting my ears with worship music. I am giving thanks to God in all things. I am begging for inner strength. I am praying in the spirit realm. I am trusting in my Heavenly Father, the God of Heaven and Earth. My all in all.
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